Turn your vision upside down, there is another way of seeing things. In our brain, the reality is limited and 90% is arbitrarily constructed. We live in a bubble of hallucination paying attention only to what we are focused on but not really seeing.
We are even capable of falsifying memories, falsifying the past in order to give ourselves justifications. As soon as we try to get out of our hallucination bubble, our defenses are raised, our brain defends itself by falsifying reality. However, we can widen our vision because we are the cause while other things are the effect (money, wealth), and remember that our time is limited.
Pain exists but suffering is a choice. Learn to trust, don’t be afraid, forget the past, learn to forgive, and embrace. Whatever energy you put in comes back. So worry about giving and not receiving because it always comes back in some form. Everything is possible.